Maybe the World's Biggest Fan!

Ok, so I am obsessed! I think that I read more pages reading these books than I have in my entire life. I am not a big reader. I finished the series today and I feel so sad, what am I going to do with my time? I became so head over hills for the characters that I feel like a part of me is gone now that I can't read about them anymore. They were my own little soap opera... that kept me up super late at night the past couple of weeks. Now, I have to wait until the fall to read more about the ever so perfect Edward! I think Ryan is so tired of me talking about him and I would not be surprised if I have said his name, Edward, in my sleep like Bella... who wouldn't? :) I know that in my reality life I would rather be married to Ryan than anyone I know but, in my Twilight world I just want to be a vampire and spend all my time with Edward! I have even asked Ryan if by chance he was a vampire and would please change me. He said that I should google more about vampires to see if maybe they are real and maybe one of them could change me...he is very supportive :) (and we heard on the radio the they were having a real vampire on their show, I should have tuned in). Although, I am sure he is tired of me saying things like, "Edward would never say that" or "Edward would never do that" or sometimes I say, "oh, you are so cute...just like Edward!" And sometimes I just say, "Stop being a brat like Jacob" :) It was just a great book and it made me fall in love with the little people in Forks, Washington. Stephanie Meyer's has written the first chapter of the first book from Edwards perspective and it is on line. I am very excited to read it tonight...Yeah! Well, about the books...I loved the first and the third. The second was good but a little slow but I pushed through the slow stuff and loved every second of it. I know I sound so silly but I just loved them. I am sad to be finished! But, can't wait till the fall of 2008! Does anyone want to join my book club when it comes out? We can sit around, talk about the book, and eat yummy appetizers...is that even what you do at a book club?
(P.S. I am serious about the club :))
Oh, and I probably have the same feelings about the movie as everyone else...I won't be able to stay away but I don't know if I really want to see it. The book or should I say, Edward, is just so perfect that it will be difficult to put that into a movie. It will be interesting to see.